Good Morning Jess!
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I know you love me specialy this morning my Dear friend!
And I guess you already saved it as your background on your computer .. ;)

It was a while ago since I made any necklaces or bracelets  so I thought it was about time to start again.
This is the results of my relaxing day, created by a girl who spent the wole day in her backyard with ,at least 6 hrs sun reading at the moment an very interesting book ´Godfather of Night´ by Kevin Pappas. 


yes I do know that the picture is a bit blurry and I kind of like it (in other words, I couldnt bother)
Lack of energy at the moment.
Time to hit the bed and continue with my reading - addicted!

I bought it and marked out the places I have been to and discovered how beautiful the world map is.
Yes, Im a Geek when it comes to Atlas and maps. I can look at it for hours. It has so much to offer.
I wanna feel the wind through my hair when Im standing at The Great Wall of China, Go on the Transiberian Railway, Listen to a Tibetan Monk in Tibet, Safari in Africa, Snowboarding in Canada, Ride Longboard while Im looking out at Venice Beach, Walk the Inca Trail to Machu Picchu, Discover South America.. There is soo much out there!!

So my plan to mark all the places I wanna go to was just waste of time, there is too many places.
The beauty of life is that we always will have endless of places to Discover!

To do list; Buy a world map and put it up on my wall.
And then I gonna put green dots where I have been and red ones where I wanna go.
This world has to much to offer so I really need to see the whole picture ;)
Goal in life - See the world by myself or with a good company!

I went to bed 7.30 am on Sunday, exhausted from Saturday nights work and full after breakfast at Charlie´s.. I expected to sleep all day it was like a christmas for me, sleep whithout setting the alarm. Wiho!
11.58 am Greg my housmate knocked on my door and asked me if I could drive him to Marine Mirage cause they had rented a boat and all his friends were waiting for him. How could I say no to him?
I jumped up, brushed my teeth and washed my face.. When I finally sat in the car it felt like someone pointed a torch towards my face. The sun was so strong for newborn me.
I did it and I didnt crash so we can take it to the category- one of the more succesfull rides-, since I was half awake during most part of it.

Later that arvo I talked my friends into a Sunday Sesh at Burleigh Heads.  It was amazing atmosphere down there and I will be there every Sunday arvo to late from now on. Its bongo music, people that showing off there moves during Poi and alot of energi that I couldnt stop smile at. 
It is like a circus that goes on every Sunday!
Yes you guys that hasnt been there are missing out. Our friend aka Kid Tahlia went to Mermaid Tav and got drunk. Me and Jess totaly went 100% in for the role as parents... Worring, anchies, went to pick her up, breath test.. haha.
She was soo cute. Drunkie!!

The most exciting thing that goes on right now is the postman.. No not him exactly but what he brings, mail, Mom said it should be here any day now. Wihoo.. and its two big bags aswell. Lucky me!!

Txt from Mom: They got a girl today!
2600g 53 cm!
And I quick as never before called to Sweden to hear all about it.. not really all but how everybody was.
It has been alot of problem along the road for them but now they have little Linus, 2 year, and the little baby girl which I dont have any name on yet.
I wish I could be there and hug them but I give them all the energy and love I can from Jessies livingroom.

By the way I gonna give you a bit of what we doing during our sleep-overs.
Du ar bast...Du ar valkommen...takk (double K, cause that's how I roll)
- Jess Fernando!

I teaching her Swedish and she is very talented!
So nooo naughty thoughts about our sleep-overs please. Its pure educational.. (that was words taken from jessies mouth!)

Bed time for us giggling girls!

After my Yoga sesh last night I was more then dead I felt like a train had hit me and reversed and hit me again. Not that I know if train can reverse but you get my point.
When I saw the sign "1 Dollar / 1 Movie" I looked up in the sky to find Santa Clause but he wasnt around. Me and Jess came out from CIVIC with 9 movies. Opps! Someone felt temptation in there.
I thought that I needed to educate my friends with some Swedish nature and thrilling movie choice so I picked
"The girl with the Dragon Tattoo". So freakin good.
We also saw Brooklyns Finest and I guess that one was a "typical" American movie, and of course , which we liked:)

Chris, jess brother, woke me up at 7am cause we where about to hit the water for some surf (read: paddling for me, surf for him). I have to wait until tonight to see if the waves were good cause I didnt move from the bed thats for sure.
Hello Zombie!

The other day I kind of did something which I usually dont do... I dont know if that was the right thing to do but
I have nothing to loose so..

For my beloved training friends back home, I finally signed up for a gym here, its just for a month cause I wanna check it out first. Lets say I miss my gym and my job back home. Elixia where are you when I need u!!

..Its gonna be rain soon, yipppieeee! I love rain, freakin sexi.
Eventho the rain is hanging from the sky like a mosquito net it dosent keep the skaters away from 35 River Drive.
I woke up this morning (read; lunchtime) and discovered that this massive bbq was going on and I decided to invite myself. If you are hanging infront of my house with "food fresh and just from the grill" then you better be friendly enough to give this hungry swedish girl some of it.
If I crossed the street to ask for food?
Nooo of course not, I went grocerie shopping and ending up with all these meat and uncooked food. Bah Today is not my "Oh I love to cook day" it is more like "hello you in the rain can you please hug me?" (yes the last one was a good dream... from the waves pool! ;) )

Lovely is back behind the bar tonight and I cant be happier..perfect day for it. D'clock reunion. yey!
We better get busy tonight I wanna work my ass off!

Who is Keen to do farmwork?
Im nooot thats for sure. But I think its gonna be 1 month, 9 hrs inland from Brisbane.
After that I just have 2 months to go.
Wihoo thank you australia government!

I need to have a spa now before I gonna get covered by spirits and spitt from guest who has lost all control over their self. Hellloooo life!

To my angel; Thank you so much for the email you sent me. I got all teared up.
Love you Mum!♥

Thats the question?
You are incharge of the answer thats for sure.

Well I gonna give you all the goodie stuff tomorrow but I just wanna give you a picture of how amazing the view can be in this country. Mountain as far as you can see. Talk about absolutely freedom.

The picture is taken somewhere between Montville and Maleny isnt that just picture perfect, Oh yeah it is! More goodies later, I have a moment with the girls now and we are listening to Cypress hill, talk about tragic!
Off We Gooo ladies!

Sometimes I just wish that I had my own place but the same second I regret it because I enjoy  to have people around me. How would it be if people actually could act like this was their home? Nah they throwing things on the floor walking in with dirty shoes (I know that we odd swedish people has own "house rules back home", but maybe skip it when the floor is wet after cleaning) take away the dishes and leftovers. This is not a miracle I going through I know, but its freaking disturbing.

If you are stressed, angry, sad or what ever feeling your have that blocks you from your own energy.. then I want you all find a quite place in your house, lie down in your most relaxing position,, light some candles and listen to Deva Premal and Miten.
Right now I wanna go in to a massive church and listen to a choir. So much stuff that happening right now.
It took me 7 years before I could understand what happend to me and my family.
Im so thankful that Im practising Bicram Yoga.

Enough of deep stuff, I have to find someting red for tonight. Cocktails and Dreams celebrate 21st birthday.
Dresscode; Something red.

Our roadtrip that starts on sunday will be epic , i'll tell you that much. More info about that tomorrow.

We gonna have Doctors and Nurses party at Work tonight. Is there anything Nurse Emelie can help you with just let me know. Drop in at cocktails tonight to look at all the dressed up/down people:))

Burleigh Heads embraced us while we did some rehab from last nights work.  Its so fun when you can spot out Swedish people at the pubcrawl. Yesterday there was a couple that was from Eskilstuna, Sweden. Lets say that they got pretty chocked when I asked for their order in Swedish, always a happy suprise. 

I will remind you back home of one thing ;we still have Winter here and that we have +27'C now. Its so cold.. Or not! Absolutly something I can get used to for a very long time.

This sunny saturday gave us nothing less then two weddings to watch. One at Burleigh Heads , the view couldnt get better. The other one is just infron of me right now. Its just infront of my house at the brigde. They couldnt ask for a more perfect day I reckon!
If you guys have bad weather and just hate me  when ure reading how amazing life is over here.. dont read the following text.
When I came home from Burleigh I opened the terasse doors wide open (big slide doors) and turned the couch around so I facing the river, sun, picknick people and the wedding. Im pretty satisfied over my position right now. Queen over 35 River Drive for sure:)
Oh I forgot to tell you that I also have some tan going on while Im sitting here enjoing life!
Wierdest thing is that I cant wait until the clock hits 7 and Im at work.  I love work!! I know that is little bit hard to believe since I just work 3 nights a week but I gonna fix more job during the weeks now.

Opps, I can feel some sweat drops on my back , disgusting me.

Tomorrow my housemate and I gonna have BBQ at 3 pm ish. Can just hope that the weather will stay like this.
Now I really need a nap in the sun, big night at work coming up.

Someone pushed the freeze button today...When I realised what I had infront of my eyes everything slowly started to go in slow-motion.
In australia, in Coolangatta, on the other side of the world...I see it, I grab it, I smile, I jump up and down, I almost burst out in tears. So long time ago and here it is, right infront of me and my hand grabbed it as it was meant to be.. Swedish Cider!!

Kopparbergs Päron Cider is like an angel sent from heaven.
It means that I actually never should walk in there again, I crave it all the time now. It´s the taste of Swedish Summer , yes Iam very easy to please! Who cares, U have to take the small things in life and make it to world changing feelings. Thats when u feel like me all the time, happy! Yey!

Picture perfect, just look at it!

After we took a few each and Jess Fernando (haha) grabbed a 6pack Corona we walked out to the car and the sweet sound when I open it was just amazing!!
We went to Snapper Rocks to look at her brother and other suicidal people while they were surfing the massive swell. 4ft my ass.. 5-6ft probably. After a few hours (read;one) we drove back home and I went to bicram yoga and that just completed my tremendous adventure that day. Talk about love to Bicram Yoga!

What you see here above is collection of cards that my mother,brother and sister/charlie have sent me.
The biggest sponsor is mom...and behind each of them there is positive words, greetings, thoughts and alot more..
Love!!
I put them all up so If I , in some way, would forget the love I have from home or get lost I always can turn
a card and find the right way or feeling.
I look at this wall everyday and I just get warmer and warmer by heart.
I lost so much in my earlier years but I cant say that I didnt learn anything, its sad to say that I didnt realise how it would be to loose the thing you take for granted before I really did that.
Love goes to heaven, I know you look down at us and smile time to time.

Thanks mom for making me to the happiest daughter I can be.
You are doing a horse job!!



Thats her in full perfection!!